Friday, April 9, 2010

To The Moon

I have been thinking I should write something for a few days, maybe even a week or two, but kept putting it off. I couldn't think of much to say, when in reality, I am quite positive that I have a million things to say, but couldn't decide which one to choose. Anyway, I just finished reading my daughter's blog and it hit me...here is what I need to say...

I
MISS
YOU
NIKKI
I miss your smile.
I miss your hugs.
I miss your cookies.
I miss you feeding your horses. ;o)
I miss you helping me cook.
I miss you cooking for me.
I miss your help in the kitchen.
I miss hearing you talk & be silly with your little brother.
I miss you & Mel being goofy girls together.
I miss your laughter.
I even miss your grumpiness. :o)
I miss you driving for me, cuz I hate to drive.
I miss EVERYTHING about you!
BUT, with that being said.
I
AM
PROUD
OF
YOU
I am proud that you can listen & hear God's still small voice.
I am proud that you stepped out of your comfort zone in SO many ways.
I am proud that you are being the constant in the life of a little boy who has been through so much.
I am proud that you are writing.
I am proud that you are finding yourself.
I am proud that you have given up so much to help others.
I am proud that you have put GOD first.
I am proud that you are letting God use you.
and most of all...
I
AM
BLESSED
to have been given an incredible gift from God! I can't even begin to tell you how much you mean to me and how dear you are to this mom's heart! I am honored and completely humbled that I was chosen to be your mom.
I
LOVE
YOU
NIKKI
TO THE MOON....
AND BACK AGAIN!
ALWAYS and FOREVER!
AND A DAY AFTER THAT!